heartbreak

2005-02-12T15:18:00.000-08:00

i'm backk!

hahass.. yayy.. *claps* its been so long since i last update my blog.. have been really busy and lazy.. hahass.. sorry wors.. anw a very happy chinese new year to all! =) so fast cny over lers.. =( i'm currently waiting for next year one.. "p hahass.. had a wonderful cny.. though this year angbao isnt as much as last year one budden i got lotss of fun! =) hahass.. the government shld give at least 1 week of hols mahs.. 2 days nia!! where got enuff! haha.. anw i'm currently blogging at my grandma hse.. this is the last day of my cny celebration bahs? not sure.. thinkk next week got gathering again.. yayy.. cant wait.. hahass.. grandma cook fish soup.. superr nice !!!!!! hahas.. i've been eating too much man.. all the cny goodies.. esp those my mummy made.. all of them are *thumbss upPp*.. hahass.. tmr is val day lers.. *big hint to everyone* lols.. =x gonna meet up with primary school friends tmrr.. dun even noe where they going siah.. hahaha.. heys cristal! msg me if u see this yahs? tell me ur plan~~~~ no time lers~~~~ hahaha.. yeahs.. went to church this morning.. the service was greatt!!! the speech which pastor kong gave was extremely good and funny.. had a wonderful morning.. =) though we were late for the service and had to sit along the steps but i really enjoyed the service.. yayy! =) hahass.. btw~! wanna make a special thanks to cristal jie, priscilla and yenju for helping me to copy my phy test correction.. haha.. 20 times lehs.. thanks to them if not i will never be able to finish writting.. -huggs- u guys rawkks!

alritey.. shall end here..

takkaire pplx!

muackks!! x)

2005-01-28T17:06:00.000-08:00

i'm sickk again.. grr.. sian.. forever sick de.. hahass.. actually plan to stay at home rest de.. budden i was thinking first period is chem+ den got test.. den eunice nbrr study.. den if i nbrr go she sure fail.. =x haha.. so i went to school.. see i so nice right.. eunice! must thank me lehs!! bwhahahss.. i tahan till ard 8.40 den cannot take it lers so went home.. lol.. mummy fetch me go see doctor den i went home slp.. slp till 2 plus plus bahs.. super pig siah me.. hahaha.. i'm still not in a good mood.. cux of yst thingy.. why am i always to blame when i didnt even do anything.. what's wrong with telling the truth? if u are afraid of letting others noe.. den why tell me at the very first place? anw i shall not give a damn abt what u do or say.. its non of my business.. my conscious is clearr..

2005-01-27T16:28:00.000-08:00

had a damn day.. i'm so damn freaking pissed by some pplx attitude! "dun ever bother talking to me ever again!! get yourself a life..!"

2005-01-24T18:25:00.000-08:00

sobx! my maid went home lers! vicky is gone!! =( -criess- she went backk yst afternoon.. she gonna get married.. haiss.. cried like mad yst.. dunno why.. was crying almost the entire day? like cry den stop den cry den stop.. haiss!! first tym crying so badly when my maid go home.. usually i dun care de.. hahass.. school todae so boring.. felt damn sleepy though i slp very early yst night.. haha.. went home also superr early.. dunnoe why.. superr moody.. feel so weirdd.. suddenly got different maid.. haiss.. me and her use to be so so close de.. den now she's gone.. so fastt.. 5 years lers.. =( okaee.. shall not say.. ltr i cry again.. hahaha.. haiyerr.. i nth else to add lers.. end here.. haha.. takkaire pplx! muackks! "p

2005-01-21T00:29:00.000-08:00

hahass.. had a wonderful day todae.. its cristal jie birthday! lol.. she turn 15 liaos.. old ler.. hahah.. went her hse todae to celebrate her birthday.. meet priss, yoke and yenju first at priscilla hse cux we gotta make the card.. den went over to cristal bus stop and meet aaron, michael tay and jiaming.. wah.. michael.. changed alot siah.. become so much better looking.. lol.. last tym he superr nerd de.. hahaha.. =x reach her hse ard 4 lerrs.. budden she wasnt there.. only her frens there.. she invited quite alot of pplx.. den we went her room and hide our presents ard.. haha.. let her have treasure hunt.. lol.. den her parents cook dinner for us.. the food.. superr nice! got curry chicken, hotdog, baked potato, salad, fried rice, noodles, fried meat ball, tomato chicken stew and ice cream cake.. haha.. eat till i bao.. l0ls.. i and priss.. super buay bahs.. anyhow take take.. hahaha.. nbrr mind lahs.. know her for 5 years liaos.. =) haha.. den aft awhile.. yimeng, samuel, crispin mummy, shengfeng papa, jerome and amelia came.. den all of us including cristal fren all went inside her room and plae silent heart attack? issit? dunno.. whahah.. me aaron amelia and priss was cheating lorhs.. we there exchange cards.. lalalala!~ den everyone make fun of cristal and jerome.. den jiejie got really weirdd cux she cannot be herself cux jerome was beside her.. *sorry w0rs jie!!! =P forgive ur meimei.. ahahaha.. -huggs-* left her hse ard 9 cux going PS to watch movie with parents.. haha.. watch elektra the second time.. lols.. super nice lehs tht show! =) must watch w0rsss.. ahaha.. okie dokiee.. end here.. takkaire pplx! muackks!

2005-01-20T21:53:00.000-08:00

yayy! tmr no school.. hahaha.. so happy.. finally can rest at home.. =) hmmmms.. dunno why school seems so LONG todae.. haha.. time pass to darn slow lorhs.. it seems like 1 yearr.. hahaha.. =/ nbrr mind.. at least the day is over.. hahaha.. den aft school still got choir.. sians! actually didnt want to go de.. wanted to go j8 buy bible.. budden tht madam koh.. come down canteen and scold scold! wha lao.. den me and kansie went under the table.. whahaha.. den she was like "wei! dun think i dunno who u are even if u hide under the table! go choir now!" hahaha.. den i and kansie act sickk sickk.. hahaha.. den she pek cek.. say wad call my mother den she went upstairs.. hahaha.. she mad one lahhs.. forever liddat one.. ahhaa.. den we all bo bian so we went upp l0rhhs.. haha.. see we so nice.. right? haha.. but dunno why i superrr pissed when i get into the choir room.. dunno why.. throughout the 3 hours of practice.. i wasnt opening my mouth at all! i was day dreaming lorh.. den teacher look at me i give him tht kind of pissed off face.. whahaha! dunno why so angry.. den kansie go whack me.. and i scolded her and diao her.. =x oops.. *sorry kansie! i pms siah.. lol.. s0rry.. -huggs-* hahaha.. went j8 with kansie aft choir.. took chuen koh bag along.. wah.. his bag.. like got diamond inside.. lol.. super heavy.. haha.. yah btw!~ i bought my bible ler! yayy! so happy.. so nice.. its wrap with this jeans material cover.. cool eh? 26 dollars nia leh! so damn cheap.. haha.. so happy.. =) also bought 1 notebook.. hahass.. den went over to kfc and meet szefong biao mei, gen dearr, engsiong, nish darling, tuanseng, weifang, yuanchen and chuenkoh.. hahass.. den me and kansie went mos burger to eat.. haha.. the things so ex.. erhs.. spent ard 7 plus on just 1 meal?! crazy siah.. hahaha.. luckily we share the cost.. if not.. jialiat.. haha.. went home aft tht cux it was ard 8 plus lers? actually must take 13 alone de.. den saw engsiong they all at the bus stop.. den he pei me take 13.. so nice h0rr? haha.. *xie xie nii* haha.. den also accompany me at the bus stop till my 851 come.. lol.. thanksss again! =) yah! engsiong! remember to transfer the song over yahs? hahaha.. yepps.. okie dokiee.. i go read bible lers.. w0ahh.. hahaha.. okkae.. takkaire pplx! muackks!

2005-01-18T18:55:00.000-08:00

jayuu is sickk!
hahaha.. yeahs.. i'm sickk.. sian.. didnt went to school todae.. cux i see my time table.. all the subjects all sian sian den not so important de.. so decided to stay at home and restt since i got 1 day mc.. ahah.. den dunno why my kor also follow me.. -.-" he mad one lahs.. feel like going den go.. dun feel like den dun go.. haha.. wahh i slept alot siah todae.. woke up ard 9 plus in the morning.. tht yangyu lahs.. scream scream.. haha.. den went to slp again ard 11 plus.. slp till 1 plus.. den ard 2 plus slp again.. till ard 4.. haha.. pig h0r me? haha.. maybe becux of the medicine bahs.. i now feeling sleepy again.. zzZz.. =/ haha.. oh yah btw! i wanna watch elektra! anyone wanna watch wib me? haha.. msg me yahs? =) lalalala.. okaee.. that's all? todae was a boring day.. haha.. anyone miss me mahs? =x kkaee.. takkaire pplx.. muackks!

2005-01-15T22:12:00.000-08:00

hi.. bye.. =x
jiayu is not in the mood to post.
she's sadd.
she's depress.
she's madd.
she's sick.
she's stress.
hahaha.. cya pplx! takkaire.. muackks!

2005-01-14T17:48:00.000-08:00

yayy! finally the weekend is here again.. hahaha.. waited so long for this day to arrive.. muahah.. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y.. =) anw.. this week is the popiah season.. hahah.. cux everyone got the urge of eating popiah.. all thanks to me ehh.. cux i make fun of eunice tht my bag got popiah.. den she was so excited.. she cant wait.. lol.. den what i took out was my pe shirt ( wrap like popiah shape ) den she sian diao.. hahaha.. so funn.. everyone in sch now calling her popiah girl.. muahaha.. and i'm the popiah seller.. haha.. madd.. had our chinese common test todae.. wah.. thank god for letting me guess the correct meaning of tht word.. cux we are suppose to write a compo mah.. den the title so cheem lorh.. i dun even understand.. den i anyhow anyhow guess of a title.. den luckily its the right one.. yayy! so happy.. nbrr write out of point.. hahahaha! =) went to market and bought 6 rolls of popiah backk.. hahaha.. so nicee.. awww i feel like eating some more.. hahaha.. ltr go buy.. =x lol.. okiee dokiee.. end here.. btw, anyone got bluetooth nokia cable? can lend me pls pls.. msg me if u got w0rs.. xie xie nii.. =) takkaire pplx.. muackks!

2005-01-12T20:01:00.000-08:00

lazy to post abt todae.. shall just crap a little.. lol.. ok.. end of crap.. =x takkaire pplx.. muackks..

2005-01-11T20:09:00.000-08:00

hais hais hais! what shld i do? i'm lostt.. i hate tht feeling.. it suckss.. =(

2005-01-10T19:19:00.000-08:00

sian.. monday again.. the second week of school.. grr.. time pass so darn slow! cant stand it lers.. i thot it has been like few months lers? budden actually only second week.. lol.. okk.. todae uhh.. a really weird day.. dunno why.. nobody seems happy.. including me.. haiss.. anw.. eunice scare me thrice todae! grrr! tht crazy popiah eater.. hahaha.. she very bad lorh.. first was during chemistry lesson.. she suddenly "punch" me.. haha.. den i jump out from my chair.. lol.. the second time was during geo.. dunno what she do lahs.. suddenly come scream at me.. hahaha.. den third time also during geo.. cux i very sleepy mahs.. so was sleeping on the table.. i was even dreaming lorhs.. imagine.. lol.. den this mad lady eunice, she suddenly whack me from the back and say "oi!! teacher looking!!!" wha lao.. very scary lorhs.. i woke up shaking.. hahaha.. she very bad right? ok pplx.. listen upp.. eunice lai shu ting from yckss clx 304 is a extremely crazy popiah eater.. whahaha.. ok lahs.. dun be so bad.. haha.. stayed back in school till 6 plus plus todae.. yahs btw sherlynn! cheer upp kkae? dun worry too much yahs? -huggs- =) haha.. ok lahs.. i go study for tmr test ler.. =x whahaha.. actually i finished ler lahs.. just gonna read thru once again.. okie dokie! takkaire pplx! muackkks!

2005-01-08T15:38:00.000-08:00

yay! finally got the time to post my blog.. hahaha.. its been.. 7 days since i last post? dunno.. haha.. anw lets start off from monday.. school reopen lers.. =/ siann.. lol.. had a terrible time waking up.. haha.. i cant seems to open my eyes.. lol.. first day was alright.. didnt really study.. and i got to see everyone again! everyone's together again.. yay! thank god for all the help he gave me.. so happy.. budden saw him thrice.. haiss.. whenever i see him i'll get depress.. the thing was.. i finally knew sth!!!!!!!!!! nbrr mind.. shall not mention it here.. anw, everything in my sch has change.. now everything seems so busy.. we even got two time table.. one for the even week and another for the odd week.. mad right? haha.. den we have test like almost everydae? and common test on every fridae.. grr.. can die lorhs.. second day of school we gotta study lers.. *imagine* so jialiat.. i'm still in the holiday mood!!!!! haha.. nbrr mind lahs.. liddat den can force myself to study.. at least i'm not slacking on the first day of school.. yay! i'm so so guai.. =x haha..
*tuesdae*
tuesday was even more sian.. haha.. why? cux got choir!!! lols.. budden i didnt went lahs.. actually wanted to go de.. budden they say wad 1 min late must pay 1 dollar.. so we were like.. 9 mins late? den we no money.. so dun go lorh.. hahaha.. 9 dollars lehs.. pay for wad.. waste money nia.. =P hee.. kansie, me, sherlynn ps wenhui.. cux she didnt noe tht we not going mahs.. sorry w0rss.. haha.. den alot of us stayed back till ard 7 plus bahs.. me sherlynn and breda were the last man standing.. whahah! we stayed till the sch is so so empty.. den we go off.. yay! we won the battle.. lols..
*wednesday*
had pe todae.. didnt do anything cux it was raining.. so the teachers just took height and weight.. haha.. shall not mention abt tht.. =x hahah.. shall work towards my goal of 170cm.. haha.. anw sch was alright todae.. started having lessons lers.. cant really remember what lessons i have cux todae is sat.. three days ago.. so forgive me bahs.. haha..
*thursday*
thursday.. the best day of this entire week.. muahaha.. why? cux we got choir!!! hahaha.. everyone must be surprise to see tht jiayu love her cca so much.. haha.. no lahs.. cux me sherlynn gen and sherry created a new history for yckss choir.. muahaha.. cux mr yeo was very angry with the choir mahs.. so he started scolding us when we were not talking.. den gen got really pissed off with him.. den he ask everyone "those who wanna leave put up ur hand now" den at first everyone remain silent.. den when he ask the third time.. gen put up her hand.. i and sherlynn see liaos also follow.. *thats what frens are for mahh* =) den sherry saw the three of our hands mahs.. den she also follow.. yay! she rawkks.. hahaha.. we four rawkks.. cux tht mr yeo was really very guo fen.. scold scold for nth.. think he wad.. lol.. think the entire choir was very shock bahs.. cux usually when teacher ask this kind of things.. non of the students dare to put up their hands de.. the teacher usually said tht just to scare us.. budden on thursday! we created history.. lol..
*friday*
yay!!! last day of the week.. so happy.. finally the weekend is here.. haha.. had pe todae.. wahh.. tht mr edison.. made us run and run.. do sit up, push up and jumping jack.. haha.. do till everyone turn siao.. =x lol.. friday rawkks.. dunno why i love friday.. was really happy though i saw him in school.. haha.. got common test todae.. it was our english paper.. haha.. quite alright lahs.. wrote abt my trip to Los Angeles.. haha.. got lots of crap for me to write.. "p

2004-12-31T02:56:00.000-08:00

wo0o.. its new year's eve! yay! haha.. byebye 2004.. takkaire.. =x whahaha.. nonsense.. okk.. nbrr really do anything todae.. was slacking at home for the entire morning and afternoon.. actually going out with cristal de.. den called her.. was planning half way den she went second line.. after tht.. she nbrr came back.. =( ps me on the fone..! haha.. make me wait and wait.. wait and wait.. till i pek cek i hang up.. lols.. den she still nbrr call back and she went to watch lotr.. -.-"" haha.. in the end we didnt meet cux it was too late lers.. haha.. den was getting ready to go church when mummy say "dun go lah.. we go sunday service" o.0"" den i sian diao.. hahaha.. went downstairs to have my dinner.. ate only a little cux going out aft tht.. haha.. anyway it was free food!! everyone grabing like few years nbrr eat anything.. whahaha.. went over to my mummy cell grp leader's hse for countdown.. he live in this really big condo.. haha.. w0ahh.. so many pplx there lorhs.. over 30 pplx? haha.. imagine.. so fun! =) the pplx there were all so nice and friendly.. haha.. had turkey, honey baked ham, chicken pie, chicken stew, baked banana, baked potato with bacon, fishball soup.. lols! so many nice food!! aww.. auntie gen's cooking is totally awesome!! she rawkks.. haha.. =) yeahs.. everyone prayed for auntie gen and uncle vincent before leaving.. we went backk ard 2 plus plus bahs cux yangyu very sleepy lers.. den kept making noise.. hahass.. okie dokie! takkaire pplx!!! muackkks!! btw,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!! =x

2004-12-30T19:18:00.000-08:00

yay! todae rawkks.. hahaha.. woke up at 10 in the morning.. den play ps2 for an hour.. played vice city.. so fun! i finally got all the cheats code.. muahaha! isnt tht great? able to kill and kill all u wan and not being caught by the police? muahaha! =x jialiat lahs.. i'm getting more and more violent.. lols.. dunno why.. haha.. suddenly got tht urge to kill and kill!!! =x okk.. read bible for an hour after tht.. ( i very guai right? ) hahass.. went over to meet szefong and breda ard 2 bahs.. accompany szefong go school buy uniform.. budden the shop close liaos.. -.-"" haha.. nbrr mind.. the worst thing is.. we actually plan to go sun tanning de! budden it was raining.. grr.. den cannot sun tan liaos.. only can rain tan.. whahahah! both of them went over to my place after tht.. den we three played ps2.. so fun.. played vice city again and crazy taxi.. haha.. breda become pro ler w0rs.. she first time playing also can play until so pro.. not bad not bad.. the best thing is tht she dun have any expression when she play de.. hahaha! imagine.. lols.. den kansie and wenhui came over ard 4 plus bahs.. den they went swimming for only 5 mins and it started to rain.. lol.. they two so pek cek.. swim swim so happy den suddenly rain.. haha.. den the 5 of us hide under the big umbrella and i started spinning the umbrella and singing.. =x haha.. den we go suana! so fun!! hahaha.. we kept pouring water and the steam was like so so so much lorhs.. we were burning inside.. after awhile we cannot tahan ler.. so went out.. lols.. den wait for tht wenhui and kansie to bathe.. -.-" take their own sweet time.. bathe for like 45 mins lorhs.. we were so so noisy inside.. all screaming and screaming.. like mad pplx.. hahaha.. yeah.. den they went off aft tht.. okie dokie! i go play ps2 lers.. go kill more pplx.. =x lalalalalala! takkaire! muackks!

2004-12-28T18:20:00.000-08:00

i'm grounded! by myself.. haha.. stay at home the entire day todae.. luckily there's kansie to accompany me.. thanks alot for coming w0rs.. *muackks* =) yay! she rawkks right? lols.. played vice city 3 and SWAT wib her.. whaha.. so fun n0rs.. though we two is anyhow anyhow play de.. cux we got the urge to kill mahhs.. hahaha! she went backk ard 5 plus bahs.. haha.. she go school meet wenhui.. okiee dokie.. end my post here.. lazy to type nahs.. not in the mood.. i kept thinking of him.. haiss.. still cant seems to forget him.. i've been praying really hard.. hopefully god answer to my prayer soon.. =) takkaire pplx! muackks!

2004-12-26T02:41:00.000-08:00

yay! todae rawkks..! finally i went to meet my cousin again.. haha.. was playing computer and playstation 2 the whole morning and afternoon.. so fun.. played SWAT.. i become pro lers w0rs.. hahaha! yeahs.. den go over to my ah ma hse ard 4 plus plus bahs.. everyone was there lers.. first tym my family was last.. haha.. they had bbq and steam boat for dinner.. so cool right? =) the best part was.. i finally got to see all my cousins again! esp su rong! yay!! lols.. went to siao aft dinner.. played xbox wib her.. so fun.. *thanksss rong! for making me happy.. muackks!* =) yepps.. we were slacking till ard 8 plus.. den started to got bored lers.. actually plan to go kbox de.. budden she lazy.. so we went j8 to watch the phantom of the opera.. haha.. it was quite a long movie.. budden very very nice show wors.. the crew in the movie speak less than 30 sentences.. throughout the entire show.. it was all abt soprano singing.. lols.. even the last part when tht evil one was gonna kill the good one.. the both of them were singing.. whahaha.. funny eh.. den su rong kept laughing lorhs.. laugh until so loud.. even tried singing her "opera" song in the cinema.. lols.. paiseh but fun yahs.. hahahah.. =) the movie end ard 11 plus bahs.. den we took 410 backk to her hse.. the fun wasnt over when we reached her hse.. we played xbox for awhile more den we started craping with all my other younger cousins.. all of them have changed so much wors.. become matured lers.. haha.. we played this game created by su rong.. whahaha.. very lame budden we all had fun.. hahaha.. "p went home ard 2 plus plus cux the adults were playing mahjong.. lols.. okie dokie! shall end here.. takkaire pplx! muackkks!

2004-12-25T22:06:00.000-08:00

w0ah.. its been so so long since i last post.. 2 days lers? sorry pplx cux i wasnt in a good mood.. so didnt post.. yeahs.. hmmmms.. on thursday.. the sadest day of my life.. its over between us lers.. 1mth and 4 days.. so short right?! haiss.. -sadd- i never expect things to turn out this way.. you have hurt me deeply.. it happened in the morning when we were smsing.. haiss.. anw i'm s0rry,
- for not being a good girlfriend.
- for not spending enuff time wibb u.
- for being late whenever we meet.
- for not being able to be there for u whenever u needed me.
- for being such a boring girlfriend.
- for hurting u time and time.
- for being selfish and bad.
thank you,
- for being such a wonderful boyfriend.
- for all the care , concern and love u gave me.
- for all the wonderful little little things u bought for me.
- for being there whenever i needed u most.
- for making the days together so so wonderful.
- for making me laugh even though i'm down.
- for all of ur kindness , understanding and forgiveness.
- for being such a patient stead.
- for making love such a wonderful thing with u.

------------ i'm s0rry ------------

2004-12-22T00:00:00.000-08:00

ahaha.. i was out for the whole of todae.. i shall make this post a quick one as i'm very sleepy ler.. wanna go zZzz.. hahaha.. woke up at 9 todae.. was making breakfast and lunch myself.. so pro right? haha.. den msg wenhui and ask her to wake up.. she called me shortly after den we started talking and talking.. actually thot szefong they all meeting 12.45.. so we slowly slowly do our stuff.. budden ard 11.45 liddat she called den say they got release lerr.. so ask them go first lorhs since kansie is still sleeping.. hahaha.. den me and wenhui talk on the fone till 12 bahs.. went to bathe den met wenhui at the library bus stop and met kansie at the KFC bus stop.. haha.. took 13 there and find them.. they all got seperated loh.. actually thot they with the guys de.. so i called ziquan den he say they eating so we went to find them lorhs.. haha.. den go there liaos so paiseh.. only me and wenhui lorh.. den so many of them.. sat for awhile den we go lers.. went to look for szefong they all.. haha.. they were also eating at yoshinoya.. went there to drink soya bean.. lols.. gotta leave them ard 2 plus cux i meeting priscilla ler.. sorry wors.. pang seh u all.. "p haha.. went shopping with priss for awhile at j8 den she bought this 26 dollars slipper.. mad one right? hahaha! went over to cathay wibb her den we watch blade.. lol.. second time watching.. haha.. also bought tickets for 10pm preview show of kung fu.. haha.. went to eat yoshinoya wibb priss after the show.. den suddenly there is this mad lady who sits beside us keep smiling at us.. hahahaha! =x so scary lorhs.. lols.. luckily she went off earlier than us.. whahaha! went walking ard after tht cux priss wanted to buy christmas card.. yah! i saw priscilla right in front of taka lehs! she was huge and white.. she was the snowman there.. whahahahahaha!!!!! =x okks.. we walk till orchard mrt den went to the popular there and bought her cards.. she very extra de lahs.. hahaha.. she went home after tht den i go accompany mummy to north point to shop for her christmas presents.. bought so many stuff lorhs she.. haha.. went backk ard 8 to fetch my daddy and yangyu cux they also going orchard so i ask them to fetch me and breda too.. =) reach cathay ard 8.30 bahs.. den went to the food court for our dinner.. haha.. took our own sweet tym to eat.. eat till 9.45 lorh.. hahaha.. den go in and watch the movie lers.. hmmmm.. the movie was nice.. budden too kua zhang lerr.. really watch liao bth.. hahahaha.. =) took a cab home ard 11.40 and i was first to drop! yay! thanks wors meimei! muackks! haha.. okie dokie.. i go slp lers.. haha.. takkaire pplx.. muackks!

2004-12-21T21:30:00.000-08:00

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you.

2004-12-20T21:46:00.000-08:00

haiss.. miss him so much.. dunno how many million years nbrr see him lerr.. was looking after yangyu todae.. haha.. i played computer games with him and was feeding him his lunch.. haha.. he ate so so much.. 3 bowls of rice lorhs.. not bad ehh.. hahaha.. plus ice cream and pepsi ice.. haha.. den wenhui came after tht.. she came and help to finish up writting in all the address of the pplx we sending cards too.. haha.. spend 6.90 on the stamps lorhs.. -.-" sian liaos.. haha.. went over to amk interchange wibb her cux she going to meet someone.. went over to kansie hse after tht.. den we went to watch movie mahs.. we pay money liaos den forget to take the tickets.. heng heng we went backk.. haha.. it was the tian xia wu jie..lols.. very nice show wors.. den i and kansie were like watching over em.. haha.. den when the show ended.. we faster hide behind the mop and the huge black plastic bag.. lols.. budden not enuff space so i was standing against the wall.. i look as if i was doing wad lorhs.. haha.. den we kept laughing and laughing cux we like PI.. lols.. didnt want them to noe tht we are following em mahs.. hahass.. went to have dinner with kansie aft tht.. i paid alot of stuff for her wors todae.. kansie, i rawkks right? "p whahaha.. i noe.. very buay bahs.. hahass.. went to buy bubble tea after tht den wanted to take bus backk de den suddenly mummy called and say wanna come fetch me so she pei me go wait for mummy to fetch me.. thanksss alot w0rs.. -huggs- haha.. we were like totally crazy in the bus stop lorhs.. cux i miss bus 86 mah.. den i say "ehh.. gone ler lahs" den she suddenly scream at me "SO!? CAN WAIT FOR ANOTHER ONE RIGHT?!" den i tio shock.. so follow her and scream back.. hahaha.. and there was so many pplx looking at us.. lols.. so paiseh.. haha.. mummy came abt 8.20 bahs.. den went home and apply medicine on my butt.. lols.. the growth is getting worst ehh.. haha.. den mummy still make fun of me.. -.-" haha.. she uhh.. haiyo.. ignts.. haha.. okie dokie pplx.. shall end here! takkaire yahs.. muackks!

2004-12-19T19:06:00.000-08:00

grr! i'm in pain! someone save me! sth grew on my butt.. =x very very very painful lorhs.. den if nbrr recover soon gotta go for operation.. -sadd- haha.. sit also got problem.. haiss.. pain till can cry ehh.. haha.. dying ler.. anw nth much happened todae.. woke up very early todae.. 7 wake up lerrs.. haha.. den went jogging with parents.. woo0o.. first tym wors.. hahaha.. went home ard 10 plus bahs.. actually planning to go for church de.. budden mummy say the service was at 4.30.. den i msg wenhui.. preparing to go ler den mummy say it was 2pm.. so we didnt have enuff time to make it.. -sadd- very long nbrr go church ler.. dun care next week MUST go.. haha.. yeahs.. okie dokie pplx.. ending here.. a really short one cux i going out for dinner lers.. haha.. takkaire yahs.. muackks!

2004-12-18T19:38:00.000-08:00

haha.. just came backk from J8.. lol.. went j8 with sherlynn, wenhui, kansie and breda todae.. haha.. the gorli family.. finally we met again.. lols.. went to yoshinoya and had our lunch there.. we were like so noisy.. talking and laughing like mad pplx though we are nbrr normal.. whahahaha! after lunch cux me and wenhui walking together mahs.. den there's this guy who is selling those donation tickets thingy come and ask us.. at first we say "nono" den he say "ok.. jux give me 1 min and its ok whether u wanna buy anot" -.-" so we HAO XIN mah.. so we listen.. den tok tok.. tok until so much crap.. den force us buy.. grr! den two of his other friends also come and ask.. so irritating.. den we bo bian must buy.. humphh.. its not we dun wanna donate lorhs.. is cux only 30% goes to the charity.. 70% goes to the company.. -.-" and they are earning money.. haha.. suan ler.. this shall be my last time buying donation tickets.. =) haha.. went shopping with them for awhile cux kansie gotta go home early.. den we all feel like watching movie.. so went to watch ocean twelve.. haha.. quite nice lahs the show.. gotta concentrate properly den u wld noe what is happening.. haha.. but suay kenna caught by the lady for bringing outside food.. hahaha.. den i was sitting beside sherlynn mahs.. den we two were laughing and laughing so so loudly cux we heard sth.. hahahahahaha! =x so fun.. weEeees! haha.. went backk after the movie.. actually wanna go help wenhui give out flyers de.. budden mummy ask me go home.. haha.. had a wonderful dae todae.. yah btw pplx! he ok ler.. no more fever! muahahaha.. =P okie dokie! end here.. takkaire peeps! muackks!

2004-12-16T20:20:00.000-08:00

*yawn* so sleepy.. still cant get use to singapore time cux its different from LA.. 16 hrs difference.. haha.. woke up really early todae.. ard 5 i woke up ler.. haha.. den abt 6 my entire family is awake.. whahaha.. cux everyone slept very early yesterday night.. ard 8 i slp ler? lols.. den went market with mummy ( i very guai right? "p ).. and had breakfast together with grandmama.. haha.. went home ard 9 den faster bathe and chiong out of my hse cux i gotta meet sherlynn at 10 at her hse bus stop.. haha.. den went to watch national treasure wibb her.. i blanjah her lorhs.. so now i'm broke.. lols.. guess wad?! the very very first time in my life.. the entire cinema was EMPTY! there was only me and sherlynn inside watching the movie.. hahaha.. so cool eh? we were talking so loudly and doing whatever we like.. so fun! really enjoy this movie lotssss.. lol.. but also kind of scary.. cux so dark and big mah.. den only we two.. haha.. the show end ard 12 plus plus bahs.. den went to food court for our lunch.. ate prawn mee.. not bad lahs.. haha.. den this german lady came to sit with us.. the way she speak so funny de.. lols.. accompany sherlynn to meet jingni and huiyi after lunch cux she gotta pass them sth.. haha.. took 169 over to his place and accompany him.. cux he having high fever.. so poor thing right?? haiss.. -sadd- takkaire worss! get well soon eh.. =) haha.. was looking after him for the whole afternoon.. wahh.. i can become doctor lers.. =x *Dr.peh*.. hahaha.. went home ard 6 plus bahs.. his parents fetch me home.. cux they also gonna take him to see doctor.. haha.. so nice of them horr.. haha.. thankewuntie thankew uncle.. hahaha.. =) okiee dokiee.. ending off here.. takkaire peeps! muackks!!

2004-12-15T08:58:00.000-08:00

yay! finally i'm backk.. haha.. miss singapore so so much.. =x all the friends here and my dearr.. =) hahaha.. okkay.. let me start from the day i left bah.. hmmmm.. the flight to LA was superr long lorh.. sit till my butt pain.. haha.. when i left singapore the flight was 14 hours.. but when i came back it was 18 hours.. weird ehh.. lol.. anw the flight there was ok for the first 13 hrs.. den for the last hour.. got terrible turbulance and the plane was going up down up down left right left right.. imagine.. very jialiat lorh.. hai wo vomited thrice.. =( grrr.. haha.. the movies in the plane was greatt! all new new movies de.. haha.. even got porn.. whahahah! i didnt noe mah.. den i anyhow watch den suddenly got naked woman.. den i faster go cover the screen.. =P haha.. took a shuttle bus over to our motel.. reach there ard 2pm bah.. felt much better after sleeping in the bus.. hahas.. didnt do much on the first and second day.. actually plan to go disney land on the second day de.. budden all of us over slept.. =x slp till 12pm.. whahaha.. mad right.. where got pplx go holiday den slp until so late.. hahaha.. we were slacking for the first two days.. yahh! the food there is greatt! esp the chicken and bacon wrap in subway.. w0ahhh.. bestt! hahahaha.. =P yepps.. we went universal studio on the third day.. tht place totally rawkks! so fun and cool.. they show and teach you how to create those movives special effect.. cool eh? =P the haunted hse there also so scary.. suddenly got ppl come and stand beside u and make those sound.. den i kenna shock i go whack tht man.. whahahah!! sit 2 very scary roller coaster there.. the mummy and the water ride.. also very fun.. budden very scary.. haha.. went home ard 8 plus plus at night.. i was freezing tht night.. even my gloves didnt help.. haha.. order backk chinese food for dinner tht night cux we all sick and tired of those fried stuff.. the food they eat there all is french fries, burger, fried stuff.. >.< hahaha.. our fourth day is also our shopping day.. haha.. went to LA biggest shopping centre and shop.. bought one nike shoe.. quite nice de.. cux got discount mahs.. selling at 110.. if not is 170 plus plus.. =) my kor also bought one.. haha.. went back ard 7 plus at night.. took sleeping pill before going to slp.. cux cannot get use to the time there.. when its night there in singapore its early in the morning.. lols.. woke up 10 plus the next day and went disney land! yay!! haha.. so fun.. played alot alot of stuff.. all so cool and cute.. ahaha.. we did the same on the next day too.. didnt have time to finish playing everything.. the sad part is.. we didnt have the time to go to california!!! =( -sadd- haha.. nbrr mind.. shall go again.. whahaha.. went on a tour ard hollywood on the next day.. so nice tht place.. also went go bevely hills and saw one superstar.. dunno his name but i noe its him.. =x whahaha.. went home ard 5 plus tht dae.. slept very early tht night and woke up early the next day and went shopping again.. another of our free day.. haha.. slack alot siah my family.. all so pigs.. slp and slp.. =x hahaha.. on our last night i went to watch blade with my daddy.. haha.. it was a R17 show budden i heck care them.. whahaha.. very very nice wors the show.. ur must go watch kkae? hahaha.. went to the airport very early the next day.. ard 3pm we reach liaos though our flight was at 8pm.. hahaha.. madd one right.. lols.. took a 18 hours flight and now i'm backk here in singapore.. haha.. miss everyone so so much esp my lao gong.. haha.. hopefully can meet up soon.. =) okkx.. this post shld be long enuff bahs? lols.. takkaire peeps! muackks! i'm really gonna miss LA.. hope to go there soon.. haha..

2004-12-05T09:31:00.000-08:00

haha! todae i'm gonna post superr early.. its only 9.30am now.. =P wo0o0os.. hahahss.. cux i'm leaving soon lers.. got a flight to catch at 4pm.. so gotta go ard 12 plus.. hahass.. hmmmmms.. nth to write lehs.. nth has happened.. lols.. woke up ard 9am todae and msg him.. so sad.. gonna leave lers.. till the 15.. its a long long way.. gonna miss him like crazy.. =( nbrr mind.. hopefully i'll be backk soon eh.. hahass.. yepps.. hmmmmms.. okays.. shall end here.. nth else to write lers.. haha.. takkaire peeps! muackks!

2004-12-04T18:13:00.000-08:00

lalalala.. just woke up.. =x haha.. so sleepy and bored.. nth to do as i'm grounded.. =/ hahas.. woke up quite early this morning.. ard 8 plus wake up lers.. den went market with my parents and yangyu to have breakfast.. haha.. wanted to meet shiting and take the cookies from her de.. budden she didnt receive my msg.. so i thot she was sleeping so didnt call and disturb her.. den ltr ard 11 plus she reply telling me tht she didnt saw my msg and she woke up also 8 plus.. >.< hahahss.. nbrr mind.. went over to school and meet her ard 12.30 and took the cookies from her as she got camp.. * shiting dear! thanks alot alot for ur cookies! very nice.. haha.. muackks!! ma whole family say very nice.. feel proud eh.. hahaha.. remember to gib me the recipe when i'm back okae? =) yahs btw, the cookies finished ler.. =x all eat eat eat..* hahaha.. hmmms.. den daddy drop me at the library bus stop and cross over to take 851 over to yishun interchange and meet him.. =) its been two full days since we last met.. finally got the time to meet.. so happy.. though the duration spent together wasnt long but i'm glad enuff.. =) yeahs.. btw, gotta thanks my dearr for getting tht bilabong bag for me.. dear! thanksssss alot! muackks!!!! =) hahass.. den went home ard 4 bahhs cux scare ltr mummy call and scold.. hahass.. got home and heng she was sleeping.. =x hahass.. went to slp till 6 plus plus.. very sleepy.. okie dokiee.. that's all peeps.. gotta go pack my stuff for tmr flight.. hahaha.. wunt be posting for the next few days till the 15 bahs.. aww.. dun cry.. i noe ur will miss me de.. hahahaha.. so buay bah right? =P hais.. sure gonna miss him badly de.. so many days.. ltr love sick.. hahaha.. okkays! takkaire! cya so0n..

2004-12-03T22:23:00.000-08:00

wo0o.. jux came backk from j8.. hahass.. had a really crazy day todae.. woke up ard 10 plus in the morning.. went online and slack till 12 plus.. den sherry called me and we started craping and laughing on the fone.. talk to her for ard 1 hour plus plus bahs.. hahaha! den wenhui came my hse ard 1 plus.. ask her come and entertain yangyu together with me cux maid going hospital for check up.. haha.. *thanks worss* hahass.. she was doing most of the playing with him as i was talking to him on the fone.. whahah.. den kansie came to help at ard 3 plus.. den we went playground together.. hahaha.. so funny.. yangyu started to show off his cycling skills.. hahass.. we went there and sit on the kiddy ride thingy.. there put a sign "only for children below the age of 10" budden we all heck care it.. hahahaha.. den there was this boy name melvin.. so so so darn cute! hahass.. so nice.. he give us food to eat.. muahaha.. den tht kansie started laughing like crazy gurl.. lols.. =P den dunno why kansie and yangyu started playing catching.. whahaha! funny siah.. they run around the playground like siao.. hahaha.. thanks w0rs kansie! help me play with him.. hee! both of euu rocks! =) hahaha.. went j8 with them after tht ard 6 plus.. hahass.. had our dinner at food court there.. wahhs.. we eat like pig siah.. eat so much.. hahaha.. its just like the same experience we had when we had prata! hahahaha! scary ehh.. lol.. den we go to the food court toilet.. we were washing our hands den suddenly we started singing opera songs.. hahahaha! so funny.. all of us sing until so loud.. den suddenly there was this lady with her child came in.. den i and kansie started blaming wenhui.. =P whahaha! so nicee.. hahaha.. went to give a name and bought sth for him.. =) hahass.. den go take neo print.. weeEees! so fun.. though it cost us ten dollars.. budden very fun ehh.. hahass.. we were laughing and laughing like mad pplx.. hahass.. and i decorate the pics for the very first tym! feel so proud eh.. though i really anyhow anyhow add.. hahaha! =P went backk ard 9.. despite tht we are really tired.. it didnt made us "normal".. we were laughing and laughing so loudly in the bus tht everyone was staring at us.. hahaha! so funny! =P yeahs.. had a really crazy but happy day.. yeAh! tmr can meet him lerss.. so happy.. weeEees.. okie peeps.. takkaire yeah! muackks!

2004-12-02T14:16:00.000-08:00

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime
I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so smallI guess
I need you baby
And everytime
I see you in my dreams
I see your face,
it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime
I see you in my dreams
I see your face,
it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face,
it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...
After all...

x|e xie priscilla

2004-12-01T16:30:00.000-08:00

whahass.. priscilla! see.. the title of my post todae is xie xie priscilla lehs.. feel honoured w0rs.. haha.. burttx.. really lahs.. all thanks to her.. den pplx can get to see my blog again.. =x whahahss.. okiee.. enuff of thanks lahs.. ltr she show off.. den become very buay bah.. hahaha.. just went out with him from central.. haha.. we went central and had ramen for lunch.. i feel so so full now.. very pig siah me.. haha.. nbrr mind.. shall enjoy singapore food before i fly.. =x haha.. went popular with him for awhile.. i bought britney spears my prerogative cd lers! hahass.. all the songs all so nice.. x) hee.. went off ard 3 plus bahs.. cux he meeting zhenhan they all 3.30 at bishan mrt.. hahass.. think they going town to shop shop bahs.. sorry wors.. nbrr pei nii.. cux mummy ask me stay at home and rest for the next few days.. -huggs- =) hahass.. currently asking amelia to help me make sth.. hahaha.. she so evil.. must buy sth for her from LA den she help me de.. so bad h0rr? haha.. but nbrr mind.. shall get her sth cheap.. =x hahahass.. okiee dokiee.. end here.. takkaire peeps! muackks!! x)

mAdd wenhuii and jiayuu

2004-11-30T22:00:00.000-08:00

wo0 h0os.. had a really really crazy dae todae.. hahaha.. woke up ard 11 plus plus in the morning.. den kansie called me.. ask me go watch movie with engsiong, chuenkoh, wenhui and breda.. lols.. budden breda sian sian so nbrr go.. just met her at central to pass me the fone den she go library herself.. hahass.. hmmm.. den went orchard with them ard 2 bahs.. hahass.. met a gay in the train.. eeeeks.. so darn disgusting.. hahaha.. den go cine to check the movie time.. den they all wanna watch taxi.. =( so bo bian.. gotta watch AGAIN! fifth time lers.. grr.. watch till i sian.. hahass.. watch a 5.15pm show.. den cux still early mahhs so we went heeren and shop shop.. wanted to buy tht bilabong bag de.. budden no stock lers.. =( -sadd- nbrr mind.. shall try looking ard again.. hahass.. sorry wors kansie.. make u so unhappy.. cux u hate shopping to the core.. -huggies- =) den me and wenhui super duper siao!! hahass.. we kept laughing and laughing lorhh.. den waving to each other from far distances, go HMV listen to jay chou songs and started singing loudly and dance like some mad pplx, act like some retarted.. whahaha! den they all pretend pretend not to noe us.. hahahas.. went back to cine ard 4 plus plus.. cux they hungry lers.. so went to the dunno which cafe and slack till the show starts.. haha.. den i anyhow to buy food.. buy till ard 20 plus bahs? =x hahaha.. den chuenkoh started telling stories.. lol.. stories abt his primary school life.. den we all kept laughing and laughing.. hahass.. den he suddenly started talking abt weihao.. whahah!! so farnie.. =x but kinda bad lahs.. make fun of him..lols.. watch taxi till ard 7 bahhs.. den we walk walk.. slack till ard 8 den took 162 backk to central.. ahhas.. den took 853 backk h0me alone.. kkae.. end here.. very tired lers.. go slp.. =P takkaire peeps! hopefully my one day pplx can see my blog.. =) hahass.. *miss ya lotsss*

heArtbreak lullaby

2004-11-29T19:45:00.000-08:00

Heartbreak lullaby...
In the still of the night,
I can almost feel you lying next to me,
Like it used to be,
And its hard to let go,
When there's always something there reminding me,
How things could be,
I've tried to get you off my mind,
I've tried to play my part,
But everytime I close my eyes,
You're still inside my heart,
Why can't I laugh?Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Like the stars in the sky,
You still keep on shining down you're light on me,
But out of reach,
And I know that in time,
You will come back to your senses,
See the signs,
And change your mind,
I try to look the other way,
And keep my heart on hold,
But everytime I'm close to you,
I lose my self-control,
Why can't I laugh?Why must I cry?
Everytime we say good-bye,
Why does it rain,
Here in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby,
Why can't I laugh?Why must i cry?
Give me just one good reason why..
Why does it rainHere in my heart,
Everyday that we're apart,
Why can't it be,
Just you and me,
What will it take to make you see,
These are the words,
To my Heartbreak Lullaby.

cAn any0ne see my blog?

2004-11-28T20:03:00.000-08:00

hello.. can anyone see my blog? anyone home? =X i can't see anything lehs.. all i see is just a blank page.. =( so sad.. priscilla lahs.. ask u help me u dun wan.. extra lahs.. cristal jiejie also.. =( hahahass.. kidding kidding.. hmmmms.. todae woke up ard 10 plus plus.. wanted to go for church de.. budden nobody go with me.. =( *sad* nbrr mind.. shall go next week.. hahass.. went shopping with mummy at northpoint in the afternoon.. bought gloves and hat for yangyu.. lols.. shop till ard 3 plus bahs.. den went home sleep.. =P slp till 6 plus? =x hahaha.. very pig right? hahass.. den tht priscilla called me.. from indo..lols.. she rich mahs.. so let her pay.. hahass.. crap and crap till ard 7 plus bahs cux gotta go for dinner lers.. actually wanted to call cristal and waste her fone bill de.. budden she nbrr pick up da fone.. grr.. mission failed.. lolss.. hahahass.. okie d0kiee end here.. hopefully everyone can see my blog again.. hahass.. =P takkaire peeps!

dying of b0redom

2004-11-27T14:27:00.000-08:00

feel so good todae.. finally after so many weeks i finally manage to stay at home for 1 day.. =) i rejected the w0rld.. =x whahahass.. jkjk.. woke upp ard 9 plus in the morning.. den cousins come my hse play with yangyu.. haha.. the two of them are jux jux so so so so cute!! hahass.. one of them very act de.. everytime dance to herself.. =x lols.. todae the sun very nice siah.. its a perfect day for going sun tanning.. haha.. nbrr mind.. shall go another day.. =P okiee d0kiee.. end here.. nth much to write too.. i'm gonna sleep n0w.. ahah.. very sleepy.. zZzZz.. takkaire! muackks!!

ma first p0stt.

2004-11-26T22:50:00.000-08:00

yeAh.. finally.. all thanks to priscilla.. she help me choose the blog skin.. choose for 2 hours plus plus? =P thankss w0rs priscilla! *smuackks* hahass.. t0dae woke up ard 8 plus.. den msg sherlynn ask her meet me 11.. actually planning to go cut hair with her de.. budden ltr i lazy.. so nbrr go.. =x den she go cut alone.. s0rry wors.. hahass.. meet her 11 at her hus bus stop and she was late!!!!! haha.. make me wait till i fall asleep.. =x hmmms.. den went n0rthpoint with her and we went to y0shinoya and take our lunch.. den stay there and wait for him to come.. =) hahass.. we were craping and craping when suddenly i feel like eating chocolate.. den i go tk sherlynn's money and buy.. =P muahaha.. thanks for the treat.. hahass.. yAh! den we saw egg yolk! hahass.. so happy to see her.. its been few weeks since we last met.. den actually we plan to be like strangers when he came.. den she was suppose to like walk off without saying bye.. budden when he came.. she was holding on to my fone.. so bo bian our mission failed.. =x hahaha.. den went to watch taxi (my fourth time watching) with him.. den went home after tht cux he gotta catch the 6pm shutter bus to the chalet.. too bad he didnt make it on tym.. sorry w0rs.. hai ni waste $17 for tht stupid taxi fare.. =P o0kiee d0kie.. end here.. i go sleep lers.. nitex.. muackks!